Where... Oh Where, Have I Been?

Long time... No post. I bet you are wondering where I've been hiding? Well, here's my theory... I once read some where, that a sure sign of depression is that you no longer have a desire to do the things you once enjoyed. Blogging is actually something I really enjoy doing, but not lately. I don't know if you would call me depressed, but I have definitely been down in the dumps. Just plain ole' BLAH! I blame this feeling on a couple things actually. One being the weather. I don't do so well with out sunshine. I'm willing to bet I suffer from that Seasonal Affective Disorder... S A D. Which is exactly what you are. It's funny. I never felt this way during the winter months when we lived in Arizona. There's one thing that state has plenty of, and that's sunshine.
Another thing that's been bothering me is the whole thing with Kaylie. I mean, I know it's over with and she is doing really well. But, I get like flash backs from the whole ordeal. I see her in the recovery room in all that pain. It's pretty awful. I'm so thankful that she has no memory of that. I wish somehow I had no memory of it. It's just taken me some time to work through it all. And I haven't felt much like blogging.
I'm happy to say that I think I'm starting to snap out of it though. Spring is just around the corner. The days are getting longer and warmer, and sunnier! And as time passes by, I really can see that Kaylie is going to be alright.  I'm going to get back to doing the things I enjoy. Blogging, being one of them.